I feel like I need to recenter myself, there are things I used to do that made me feel more creative, and appreciative of the real world and the things, thoughts and people around me. Maybe the circumstances just haven't allowed me to feel that engaged with world around me, I think the rotine of work -> home -> work -> home isn't helping, besides I don't really feel happy with the job that I have. Idk, I feel like I have allowed myself to be a little hopeless and complacent. I need to stop this and change things, the world and society isn't going to give me anything I need to make it myself, I need to make my art, my career, my friendships, my future, my truth... - DanteTheHost