It's weird to be in this position, but it feels right. It's strange that i had to wake up to realize that I was dreaming in the first place. But what matters is that I was able to wake up and it feels so right to do this stuff to work on my skills and not just any skills, but the ones feel like matter the most to me, to my future self, for my life. Sorry for just talking about myself and not give you much to chew on, but if anything leave with this: There are times in your life where you'll be stuck, hopeless, frustrated and 'domming' over everything that has and hasn't happened, and in those times it will feel like there's no point in doing or trying anything, maybe not even looking at the sky and stars will be enough to make you feel right again. But you have to understand that just because there is no reason to do anything, doesn't mean you should just do nothing. It's cliché, but something in motion tends to stay in motion, while something still will only move if moved by an external force(1º or 2º or 3º Law of Physics, Isacc Newton, I think, high school was a while ago). And those external forces tend to not be very pleasant or feel pleasant anyway. So don't let them drive you into a road you do not wish to lead or deal with. Instead start your own momentum, 'cause even if it's not going fast, at least you are the own moving this metaphorical ball that is your life into the road you want to go to. At least this, THIS you can control and you deserve life and movement, you are here and you deserve to be here and to find something that makes your eyes sparkle and when you do, DON'T EVER look back, keep chasing that sparkle to the ends of time and space, it will show you wonderful things. Keep being you, Keep doing your thing and most of all KEEP HOPE, she is the one that keeps us going so keep her too, , , , , , Thak you for reading this, times were difficult for a while and in the future they will be again I'm certain, but now we are back and remember what can keep us in this place, where we are so so happy and contempt. Cheers, thank you and until next week ;)- DanteTheHost